Posted on Dec 1st, 2008
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...that I may be able to help my twin girls find what they most wish for:
- Susanne that she may find a place to learn Enlish at (including an opportunity to work and thus finance this stay)
- Elisabeth that she will find a college that offers what she seeks (and that will have her)
...for they are very diligent children and have lots of ideas & talent to share with the rest of us :)
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Posted on Dec 2nd, 2008
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..to my children, about being content once and for all upon moving back to my hometown! The "home" they knew and were happy with, was never one I felt comfortable at, and though I always enjoyed travelling & living abroad, I must have mentioned longing to go "home" too often.
Well, now we have been "home" for 5 years and I have come to realize that any material home is an illusion... unfortunately I also found that I will never be totally "at home", for - upon discovering that I can only come to peace/find my home within myself - my love and feelings are at home with someone that I won´t be together with....
Not being able to hide the fact that having come home doesn´t actually matter anymore, I have been troubled by my childrens disappointment ..
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Posted on Dec 3rd, 2008
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One thing for certain: evil begets more evil! But it´s true, that terrible things do befall innocent people... but then which snowflake caused the avalance? So why not try to stick to the idea of goodness begetting more goodness... just to be on the safe side = from being blamed for that avalanche....
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Posted on Dec 7th, 2008
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....not so much anything material, but still the things that give proof of my family history, who I came from & what circumstances infuenced me ( i.e. photos, family book etc.)
- unless I were leaving with the love of my life at my side, for then - having been accepted for what I am - there would no longer be need of proof.... but then again any children would want to know.... or would they? I´ve kept many things only to be able to pass them on to my children ...who are now 18 and (currently) aren´t at all interested in "where they came from", only in where they are going (which I am glad of!).....
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Posted on Dec 9th, 2008
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For the 3 people most important in my life to be happy & content and therefore also successful in their lives ..which in turn will make me so and give me perspective and power to go on :)
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Posted on Dec 11th, 2008
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MATH - Algebra level at least! - for I have my College placement test this afternoon and only found out about it yesterday..... and - aside the fact that its been >25 years since I´ve had to do anything similar - I hope I place myself good enough to save the monetary load of having to pay 1, 2 or 3 basic courses extra..... or telepathy wold be the alternative!- so I could contact someone for support (no, not to have it all done for me).
1+1=11?
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Posted on Dec 15th, 2008
by Alice
To me, something different at different times and for different reasons....
And yes, I include others in my prayers at times, but very carefully!
Well, it´s like with having 3 wishes and wording the last one a tad bit wrong and all will be amiss.... so rather than maybe word the other persons wish or need (accidentally) wrong, I just ask the spirits to kindly take note of the prayers of whoever....
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Posted on Dec 17th, 2008
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I m moved to tears almost every time I am allowed to once more hold the love of my life.... I never know when anything with him will have been the last time and - having only met by chance this year - every second I may share his life is the most precious to me.
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Posted on Dec 22nd, 2008
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Online! Yeah, it is possible to find the man you´v been looking for all your life without seeing him (until days later) *g* Unfortunately, this relationsip can only survive online....
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Posted on Dec 26th, 2008
by Alice
...sharing it with friends :)
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Posted on Dec 29th, 2008
by Alice
.... someone smiling at me :)
Or, if that´s not possible or befitting the situation: to be hugged.
Generally speaking: someone/-thing letting me know that it´s ok - we´re all only human!
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Posted on Dec 31st, 2008
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The discovery of a paper that explained to me why I never had been able to build up a mother-daugther relationship with my mother! - it made me re-live the last 35 years of my life and gave me a new understanding of many things that I´d lived through...
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