Posted on Jan 22nd, 2009
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Alice
...being loved - even just thinking of it...
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Posted on Jan 19th, 2009
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...very respectfully! ..it makes me retreat - for seconds or days - fear forces me to rethink situations or analyze myself ... which is odd, for I am a very emotional being!
It´s always been so that I´m (outwardly) the calmest when situations excalate and especially when I see others afflicted by fear. No, I´ve never been able to figure out why, but it feels as though intuition just takes control... but I dont "flip-out" but act in rational thinking instead. Others have found this to be aggravating or have blamed me apathetic or unsympathetic for not showing emotion as they would expect... not realizing that my hand is holding theirs, that I´d be the last one to leave them and would rather take it all upon me than see them afraid....
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Posted on Jan 18th, 2009
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...my heartbeat... energy flowing... feelings forming... longing to touch and embrace... noone being here to share this with... so I will give my teddy bear a hug :)
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Posted on Jan 17th, 2009
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...that a Dr. told me yesterday to forget about wanting any more children because the less than 5% chance wouldn´t be worth the money for any treatment it would take...
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Posted on Jan 16th, 2009
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The man that I love is the counterpart that could do it, the "opposite" to me that could "balance" out that up-and-down of that see-saw called daily life ...
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Posted on Jan 12th, 2009
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....I´d cal life/living a religion and all the forms of honouring, giving and receiving love it´s ways of worship...
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Posted on Jan 11th, 2009
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Alice
...it´s all about comparison = learning to judge the value of the things in life...how would you know what´s good without having gotten to know the bad/negative (and of course the other way around!!!)?
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Posted on Jan 10th, 2009
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...being aware of life around me and that everyone else is (more or less) surviving it, too! - so why shouldn´t I?!
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Posted on Jan 9th, 2009
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...question rather being: when do I not!? Where others are asked what they are thinking of and may answer "nothing", I don´t think I´ve ever had a second of my life when I wasn´t "thinking" or rather reflecting on and about all around me, the past or future...
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Posted on Jan 7th, 2009
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... looking at the blossoms of a bush standing amidst snow on my way to work
... looking at the river which flows like a lifeline between our office building and a major clinic on the other shore
... knowing that pople I meet in the hall may be on their way to the notary next door for someone having died (testament to be read)
... knowing that the studying going on in the compamy I work for and what is developed for ultrasound & MRI-use will help save lifes
... seeing the future in my kids
... all around me :)
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